When that’s not possible, she loves drinking wine, cooking (also with wine) and spending time with her little family of one human child and two furbabies, one that barks and one that meows. Located in the chilly Midwest, her favorite vacations are anywhere that’s hot and sunny with a beach, reading the same kind of heart-pounding, twisty, edge-of-your seat romantic thrillers that she loves to write. “A decade in the public eye, working in social media, I feel like a f***ing dancing monkey that people are throwing money at,” Ms Smyth wrote.Portia Moore is an Amazon and iBooks bestselling author of romantic suspense, including the popular If I Break series, the Her series, and the Collided series, which combined have sold over one million copies across all platforms. “Mental illness wants us to feel Isolated, and by talking we help remove those shackles of isolation.”įormer Big Brother star Tully Smyth also shared her support with Ms Chatfield stating she felt exhausted within the industry as well. “By dropping our masks and sharing our vulnerability, we show others it is okay to not be okay that we are all fighting battles that are unseen that there is nothing wrong with any of us and that we are not alone,” Dr Agnew wrote on Wednesday. Her fans praised the business owner for opening up, with one stating “being this raw, real and open is actually so healthy”.įormer Bachelor Matt Agnew, who broke up with Ms Chatfield in Africa during his 2019 season of the popular show, shared his support for his ex. “Then I got dressed, and got onto set, put a fake smile on and just tried to get these shots done so I could get in my car and call my manager to cry, before I go and get interviewed, then record a podcast.”Ībbie Chatfield says she’s loving her job but feels the constant pressure to be entertaining. “The styling was amazing, but I just didn’t like how anything looked on me. I often drive myself to shoots rather than taking the car offered to me because it’s the only moment of solitude I get,” Ms Chatfield said.

“The morning of this shoot, I cried the whole way driving there. She goes onto explain how even though she knew she was in the hands of people she trusted and loved everything the photographer, makeup and wardrobe team were doing, she still felt like crying because of the pressure she’s put on herself. I won’t go into details, but all of this led me to having consistently dark thoughts that I couldn’t shake,” she wrote. “Lately my mental health has been the worst it has been in years, the first quarter of the year brought a level of work stress that I had never experienced. In the latest cover star of Stella magazine, Ms Chatfield shared with her fans how even on days like the day she did the photo shoot for the publication she can still feel like she’s not good enough. Abbie Chatfield is currently on travelling around the country for her ‘The Trauma Dump Tour’.

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